rain.

I love you In the way That the rain loves all That it falls upon. The rain kisses The dirt, the smooth the light, All turn to Mud, slippery, dark. She alters what she envelops, But only temporarily, Always temporarily. When the rain stops, Everything has a chance to dry. Yet, all has changed into…

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heat

i love you in the way that the heat descends down upon a lively city you cannot see the heat yet it permeates everywhere and it is felt by all those who reside within its reach surfaces grow hot hot to the touch sweat drips down bodies down cheeks, legs, backs even as night descends…

value

Do you value what I’ve done for you? That I’ve been true for you? That I’ve come through for you? After all of this shit I’ve been through   And I can’t believe it’s come to The fact that I’ve got no fucking clue What you think of my missing screws Or the mildew in…

recession fear

If we just pay attention To facts, and only facts, The current ones, Not the past ones, And how I really should react There is no reason to to be afraid of A display of true affection Reciprocation of attention. But upon closer inspection Let’s take a look, a hard look At my various past…

sweet poison

To wonder at a potential happiness experienced at the side of a competent companion… yes, it can be beautiful and full of laughter and attraction. But to ever expect such beauty to continue after the first accounts of such joy… Ah there’s the trick; that’s the penalty, perhaps, of indulging in so much joy, is that…

caótica

as of lately casi siempre me siento un poco más lento i’ve made decisions que no puedo cambiar no puedo olvidar decisions without revisions I didn't think de que sucedería mientras yo hacía esas cosas I just acted yo seguí mis emociones sin pensar de los resultados and now espero que yo podía hablar decir…

Dar Cuenta

Yo arruiné mi presente por pensar que mi pasada va a repetir. Yo vi algunas señales q asocio con el dolor, y hui. Yo no quise quedar y arriesgarme a recibir El tipo de dolor q he sentido muchas veces antes de él. Pero todavía me siento tan mal, llorar como si fuera alguna mujer…

monday night blues

Although I couldn't commit to calling this day 'useless,' per say, I could attempt to call it something on equal par of depleted energies. Yes, I went to the gym - though, I walked the 30-40 minute journey there, as I was too lost in horrible, angry thoughts to stop for a second and figure…

equilibrio

tengo un problema. es que mi corazón está llena de la sentimiento para dar. dar mi tiempo, mi afecto, mi risa, mi confianza. entiendo, que parece que no guardo nada por mi pero eso no es como yo funciono para mi, no puedo dar todo porque hay siempre más cuando mis ojos me dicen que…

winter solstice

Morning was 7:25 breakfast. Bid Susan and Anne adieu, And Susan gave me two books. I said to Anne,   “If you ever need help with math, Don’t call me. I’m done doing math.”   This is how I felt. I closed the door before she could answer, And laughed to myself: A realization.  …