desire.

Despite the possibility that what’s set afire might be set to expire I really just want you and for us to acquire the trust we desire A deep passionate love, an infinite supplier Raging within us, the California wildfires I want this June to be an amplifier, taking us higher, Climbers up on high gear.…

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fear.

Interdependence joins two souls, helps them, makes them adhere Interdependence is a type of control, And now, I just wanna be here But if you add up all of the coefficients The future just seems to interfere There’s something missing, lacking, insufficient The painful realization is that This is fear. Fear, in its rawest form…

value

Do you value what I’ve done for you? That I’ve been true for you? That I’ve come through for you? After all of this shit I’ve been through   And I can’t believe it’s come to The fact that I’ve got no fucking clue What you think of my missing screws Or the mildew in…

ser todo

¿Quieres que yo quede? Porque... Seré la luz del sol Y te ayudaré crecer Como crecen los arboles Y las flores Seré el agua, Y te ayudaré respirar Como respiran los pescados Y los tiburones Seré el aire Y te ayudaré volar Como vuelan los pájaros Y las mariposas   Pero... Necesito que sepas Que…

sweet poison

To wonder at a potential happiness experienced at the side of a competent companion… yes, it can be beautiful and full of laughter and attraction. But to ever expect such beauty to continue after the first accounts of such joy… Ah there’s the trick; that’s the penalty, perhaps, of indulging in so much joy, is that…

monday night blues

Although I couldn't commit to calling this day 'useless,' per say, I could attempt to call it something on equal par of depleted energies. Yes, I went to the gym - though, I walked the 30-40 minute journey there, as I was too lost in horrible, angry thoughts to stop for a second and figure…

equilibrio

tengo un problema. es que mi corazón está llena de la sentimiento para dar. dar mi tiempo, mi afecto, mi risa, mi confianza. entiendo, que parece que no guardo nada por mi pero eso no es como yo funciono para mi, no puedo dar todo porque hay siempre más cuando mis ojos me dicen que…

winter solstice

Morning was 7:25 breakfast. Bid Susan and Anne adieu, And Susan gave me two books. I said to Anne,   “If you ever need help with math, Don’t call me. I’m done doing math.”   This is how I felt. I closed the door before she could answer, And laughed to myself: A realization.  …

rancheras y la tierra

//written December 1 2014 Mamá me diga que cuándo tengo 18 años, en un año She will sign over the land to me. “Mi hija” she says, “estás fuerte y intelligente” I giggle. Nobody is stronger than Mamá. “Te amo” I say.   Seis mesas hasta que cumplen 18 años, I am nervous to own…

keep me on repeat

//circa 2015 When I read books, I read them quickly. I get excited about the next book I want to read. I find myself feathering my fingers through the pages of books still untouched. My hope is to finally find a book I can’t put down, that I read until the pages tear, and my…